Sweetheart:
I’ve met you before and longed for you always. You are the girl I teased in grade school who laughed at my jokes and held my hand on the playground. Your innocent, sweet smile offered a recognition and understanding that buoyed me up and erased all the problems from home. We shared jokes and talked about our dreams. When I fell off the horse at summer camp and my hand was crushed, you washed my hair for me when I couldn’t.
As a teenager, your companionship brightened my days and warmed my heart, confusing me with the first delicious taste of desire. I longed to touch your hair and hold you in my arms, to disappear in your lovely curves, melting into your body to become one. You became my inspiration and my reason for waking each morning.
Now, as I look at you, I linger in your soft and caring eyes, unable to look away. Your laugh resides in my heart, caressing me always, a reminder of all that is tender and sweet. Your lips call to me, luscious and full, ripe with possibility. and the promise of paradise here on earth. In your hands you hold my heart, with the power to crush me or soothe me with one simple gesture.
I long to spend uncomplicated moments in time with you on a porch swing or walking in a park. I want to eat my meals with you and share all the simple pleasures that life offers up. I want to feed you, shave your legs and brush your hair, exploring every crevice of your lovely body, and to hear your breathing change in response to my touch.
I want everything for you. I want your tears to spring forth from joy, and your world filled with the love of family and friends. I want you to sing victorious from achievements accomplished, and your heart to beat strong with the knowledge that your sentiment is returned and shared with gentle people.
I want to cradle you, rock you and sweeten your life. I want to surround you with the softest parts in me, with all the good God gifted me with. And when we’re old, I want to share my last moments with you as we relinquish our grasp on this earth, and move onto our next adventure knowing the joy of true love.
Forever,
AWordGrl
Lesbian Wink 